Times Are Tough

Well in the last waking hours things seem to be exhausting even more so than I could have even imagined. My hands seem tied while everyones perfect lives go on. I have given it my all and I still can see no light at the end of the tunnel. Its all a toss up and I feel like the boy in the bubble. I have to pull back and reassess the situation and make one last go at it. I cant blame anyone but myself. I chose the path I traveled and now its time to pay the piper I guess. Can a person make drastic changes in one's life and expect everyone else to believe it? Who the fuck knows? I dont know what to think anymore.